Imma Such A Trouble Maker

Sorry ? the words that always came out from my mouth

what should i do ?

imma such a trouble maker ;D

what imma doinn will always harms tuu others , even is a small case

Is This The My Destiny ?

Trouble Maker ;; Samanda Ru  ♥ (; 

Childhood is the memories that i CHERISH it  ♥ 

Lived in a carefree life 

THE IMPORTANT POINT ;;

i would not make any trouble tuu others 

i would become someone else's help

get such a fate , OWN makinn ;D 

Durinn goinn youth time imma not enjoy my life at all !

Nthing can let me cherish , rely

I also cant find a sense of security 

HEARTBROKEN  cause of family problemsss 

Single-parent families is not a crime
why mine will be so unfortunately ?
Sometimes imma thinkinn , should i leave this world ?
Why must everytime when i tought that was all changed for the better 
but everytime less than half month comform will happened CASE !
Arhhhhh !
ii really tired at all ! 
FML !
DESTINY  ? i dont believe it at all ! 
CHANGE ?  can i ?
i just wanna tuu be a normal girl and have a simple family (:
 l dont want tuu have unforgettable memories !
it hurts me badlyy ! its let me hate myself deeplyy ! 
why must ii always harm tuu others ?
RUN OUT OF WORD TUU SAY 

ii really need a rest now ! 

 Give me a break , a little escape , imma so tired of being me  ii wanna be free , ii wanna be new and different . 
CAN I ? PLEASE ... LET ME GO 

can i return the time and change my destiny with my OWN HAND .
just do whatever i like (: ♥

everyone felt dissapointed tuu me ,
but do they think , WHY I WILL CHANGE MYSELF ?
Do They Think About The Reason Of My Change ?
NO ! 
They Just Think About Themselve ! 
i dont care bout how other's people look at me  .
the things that i care is , DO I FEEL HAPPY NOW ?
I Goinn Crazy Now ! 
If You Did Something Wrong , People Will Remember Even If You Already DIED (:
If You Did Something Right , People Wont Remember Until You Died ...




Dont jugde my past when you haven't walked my journey !  




2009  我最懷念的一年 
不知怎麼了 , 
2009 年 , 它 輕易讓我落淚  (:
寫部落最痛苦的事 
一邊回憶從前開心的回憶 , 卻流著淚的寫出來 



I dont need a lot of people in my life , i just need a few who can be there for me when i needed them the most ♥




我哭得累了 , 沒有夢是好的 (:



我真的累了 很累 
不要再往我身上挑毛病 , 原諒我不是完美的那個 
對不起  你們的要求 我辦不到
姐妹們 , 我好想念你們 
瘋狂的日子 是最真實的我 ♥



淚了  誰在我身旁 ?
夠了 , 把眼淚擦掉 笑容戴上 ;D

臉上的笑容   誰都看得見
心裡遺憾的眼淚 ?  沒人發覺 
偽裝自己 是我的強項
要我在別人面前放聲大哭 ?
原諒我做不到 . 
因為 即使我哭到眼盲了 
誰來可憐 ? (:




曾經 我在他 面前哭過
他 曾經是我愛的最深 卻上我更深的 
他 只是個陌生人 
I dont care about youu ;D 



現在  只希望 他 [ MR CHEAP ]
會成為我的專屬人物 ♥












眼淚 , 用手擦掉 (:

MR CHEAP , I Need Youu Now 

Where Are Youu ?

 IMY Deeply  With My Heart ♥