最近 , 很迷茫 怎麼了 ? 全世界都在說我變了 , 是我承認 我變了 , 又怎樣 ?
human will CHANGE , 不是麼 ? ((:
Suddenly felt very strange to you , eveytime when we chat felt like us as close as a best friend only .
what am i thinkinn now ? idk .
All of the things that bout youu , i dont feel that i know that deeply really alot of troubless recently ! FAMILY , MYSELF and MY STUBBORN
i dont know what can i do now , i really CONFUSE !
no matter what i do , i still felt bother
all the things that happen tuu me , IS UNFAIR TUU ME !
heyyy , uncle do you know those things that you have been done is annoying me enough !
yeshhh , you get your victoria do youu need any prize ?
i can forgive but i cant forget what youu did that cause me so much pain !
everytime youu walk in my life , everythings that always will become bad !
when i was tryinn tuu concentrate on my studies , but youu spoil all my plan !
imma not a superman that can always solve the problem that around me ,
imma just a simple human just a simple girl .
please leave me alone , can youu ?
imma really tired that face tuu youu !
imma not that strong like everyone thinkinn ,
everytime when imma down , i still have tuu SMILE !
it was TIRED ! imma done ! imma will out of this GAME !
everything will be GAME OVER ! i dun wanna be a player anymore !
actually , what are youu thinkinn , what youu want from me ?
moneyy ? sorry , i dint have .
love ? care ? sorry , i cant spend my love caring tuu youu , cause in my heart youu were DIED .
when youu slap me that time , when youu scold BEGGER that time ,
heart broken , who cares ? ((:
nobody knows a 6 years old girl , when she needs someone tuu lend her a hugs , she was miss .
just a hugs , but i cant found it .
really sorry tuu myself , was take the pian so much .
DADDY ,<< ihateyouu .
永遠都要提醒自己 , 不要什麼都往身上壓 會很累 會很痛
每個真相的背後 總是讓人流淚的結局 .
everyone have theirs CHOISE .
每個人都有它的選擇 對麼 ?
每個犯錯的人 , 都會為自己找個藉口 找個理由 來說服自己 來騙其他人
我常說 , 我討厭騙子 其實自己還不是一樣 都是騙子
我說過 , 我說到肯定做到 !
可惜 , 我食言了.
壓力導致 ? 煩惱 ? ((:
對我來說 , 其實這一切都是藉口 不是麼 ?
繼續的解釋 , 只會讓我更討厭自己 只會讓我覺得自己更加虛偽
((: what should i do ? 笑咯 啊不然 ? :DD
;; 你最近作莫 ?
;; 餵 , 你變了 .
;; 傻婆 , 你最近受什麼刺激 ?
;; Woiii , lei sot jor bin tiu gan ?
夠了 ! 不要再煩我 !
不論是為我好 想害我的 , 對不起 我累了 什麼都不想玩
為我好的 , 很感激 害我的 , 你就繼續把我弄得更墮落吧
你說我自甘墮落 ? 你說我不夠堅強 ?
那麼你經過些什麼事情 ? 你經歷過我的路麼 ? 你感受過我的感受麼 ?
是 , 是我軟弱 是我傻 是我笨 是我胡思亂想 是我多此一舉 是我拖累你
對不起 以後都不會少你們的興 , 你們開派對 我不會參加 你們搞什麼活動 我也不會參與
我不哭不鬧不吵 , 我靜靜 可以了麼 ?
我不會再拖累你們 ! 更不會哭哭啼啼的把心裡的一切說出來
回想起 , 我比傻瓜還傻 , 真是愚蠢的行為
原來 , 知心朋友 是如此
原來 我並沒有所謂的知心朋友 原來 原來 原來 !
傷夠了沒有 ? 生活就是如此不公平麼 ?
對不起 , 你們的世界 我不明白 更不想去理解
你們不理解我 無所謂 習慣就好
一切重返原點 , 一個人 流淚 看星 睡覺 <3
對不起 , 一路以來都打擾了 .
姐妹 兄弟 ? ((: 謝謝 .
When you're at the most downside of your lilfe , youu tend tuu see things more clerer cause each move youu make mean so much ((: <3
真不明白 , 既然我是那麼的煩人 那乾嘛還一直關注我 ?
不要一次又一次的侵犯我的私隱 ! 面子書 , 是我生活裡面最私隱的 !
決定 , 關掉舊的 開新的 :DD